Patah Seribu

Friday, May 4, 2012

I hate my life

I hate my life. 
I wish I can stay in my fantasy live instead of real life because in fantasy life, people appreciate me and I've been love by anyone else. Reality? I don't have a chance to show a girl how romantic I am. Why? They just think nothing but money and appearance. 

I hate my life
The only girl that I can find to complete me is already dead, buried under the ground. The one that destined to be with me, disappear within the exist of earth. Why have I be the one without someone to be with me? Why the only one that destined to be me was gone and not coming back? 


I hate my life
I prefer my fantasy world because only that world, I enjoy being me and everyone love it. Only that world, all my fantasy thinking become reality. Only in that world, I can feel appreciated and enjoy my life to the fullest. 


Maybe, just maybe, my life belong to fantasy world, where I can find my true love but at the same time, have a quite harem. I want to return to my fantasy world and stay there forever. I like it there, no suffering, no need to worry about any hard problem. You survive on your own story just the way you want.


I hate my life
I really wish it evolves around me, so I don't have to worry about small things and concentrate on big ones. I also wish I have 2 identities, one as normal people and another one as a superhero. But if it would be easy, I won't hate my life but since it didn't fulfilled, I hate it. Really hate it so much 

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